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嗚呼、生きている。全身に巡る血潮が騒いでいる。
強く打つ鼓動。もっと早く。絹やかな皮膚から躍動の汗が飛び散る。何て気持ちがいいんだろう。

集中力を高めると、他のものは見えなくなる。頭の中がリセットされて、空っぽになれる。
注意力散漫だとよく言われるけど、それは悪い事ではないと思う。
ただ、仕事だけを純粋に集中する私は、抑止力で排除される。新人の癖にとなる。
だったら、方向性を高めれば、注意力散漫とは言えなくなるはず。感情が激しくても一向に問題はない。
育った環境や、両親から注ぎ込まれた愛情や、嫌なこと、辛いこと、嬉しいことから作られた、感情の癖でしかないんだよ、その心は。
どうして、より良いサービスを企画提案しても、実行に移させてくれないの。
業務以外。新人を甘やかす。採算が合わない。だから、真面に信じるな。プライドが傷つく。混乱が起こる。会社が成り立たない。職員が、後ろめたさや、無力感を感じて、疲弊する。

辛く苦しい過去に、心折れそうになるんだよ。でも、また前を向んだな、私。
根っからのポジティブな人なんていない。それは、人一倍ネガティブな自分を自覚して、頑張っいる人だ。
どうして、その全てが抑止力になるんだ。

恋愛についても同じ。
乗り越えようと、もがき苦しんでいるその果てに、深い愛情と慈悲をもって、自分の命さへ投げ出せることが、私の恋愛観。
もう、変えようがないよ。変わりようがない。
子供の頃から、正義の味方。鉄腕アトムが理想像なんだ。




Ah, call me alive. The blood flow around the whole body is making noise.
Heartbeating to strike strongly. faster. Dynamic sweat scatters from silky kana skin. I wonder what he feels like.

If you concentrate, you can not see anything else. The inside of my head is reset and it becomes empty.
It is often said that attention is distracting, but I think it is not a bad thing.
However, I concentrate purely on work, but I will be eliminated by deterrence. It becomes a habit of a rookie.
Then, if you increase your direction, you will not be able to say distracted attention. Even if the emotions are intense, there is no problem in any way.
It is only a habit of emotions made from environments that grew up, love poured from parents, disgusting things, painful things, happy things, that heart is.
Why do not you plan to propose a better service, but let me run it.
Other than business. Pamper a rookie. I do not get profitable. So do not believe in the truth. Pride is hurt. Confusion occurs. Company can not be established. Employees feel exhausted, feel helpless, exhausted.

In a painful and painful past, it seems to be broken heart. But, I look forward again, I am.
There is no positive person who is root. It is a person who consciously recognizes himself as negative as possible and works hard.
Why, all of that makes deterrence.

The same is true for love affairs.
To overcome it, at the end of the struggle suffering, I can throw it to my life with deep love and compassion, my view of love.
I can not change anymore. There is no change.
From a childhood, a friend of justice. Astro Boy is the ideal statue.



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